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Friday, October 28, 2005
Today is the last day @ Cathay....
hmm... initially i though i will be extreme happy that my ipp had finally end...
But the whole morning I was very moody...
Not because I had to leave Cathay...
is because i had to leave behind a great frenz to suffer there alone...
very damn moody....
really...
cos i went thru before...
i know it too well...
I really had to thanks her for all the great time that we shared...
from the bus trip to and from UE square...
the morning pantry trip...
the ten bucks job to hit her with the cup...
the breakfast...
the super nice cheap mee hoon...
the toliet break...
the lunch break...Tori-Q...
the tempting Mac spicy double...
the wang wang rich coating...
the "burst milk"...
the super duper rich and free "ang mo" family...
and the super duper lucky boy who eat pasta almost everyday...
"Daniel Wu".... and "the Malay"...
her lao jie...
and not to forget the Ad-house... red patch gang...hahaz...
and the curly hair...
the bird face...
the "big" one...
the "gui men"...
the unspoken words...
oh ya... the "wo si shui" uncle... hahaz...
and the nick "wang sha ye feng"
the cliche "ni bu yao bi wo"...
the fist that she always "blow" at...hahaz...
the crab...
the chicken little dance...
mine "big little bear"...
thought we only frenz for 1 and the half months...
but we gone thru quite alot...
we xiang yi wei ming for 1 and the half months...
and now I had to leave her there alone...
damn sad...thought I wanted to get out of cathay ASAP!!
but still very sad...
i know i sound weird...
but I interested in guys only...
so guys... don't worry...hahaz...
She had made a card for me...
really touch...
cos the card was really very sincere...
very well made...
really treasure it alot...
and not to forget the heaven chocolate...
Thank You Jiahui...for everything...
Really... Thanks... sobx...
There's one things that I wanted to mention...
really disappointed at someone...
initially I thought he quite good...
but at the last 2 weeks...
I realised I'm wrong...
hai~~ feel sorry for his gf...
I dun think I wanted to talk more abt it...
just disappointed...hai~
Thought I hate Cathay hardcore...
but i got a great frenz....
that's the only best thing that I got from Cathay...
and that's enough....a great frenz...
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 11:27 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
2 days....
YES!!
finally....
If there ever call a Singapore Top Bitch...
My trainer will be the winner...
No doubt....
the bitch of the bitches...
so what if u are in bad mood...
there's your problem....
dun come and bitch around me...
fking bitch...
bless you in your bitch world...
seafood harvest...
I'm coming!!
2 days to go...
life is so beautiful without COH....
damn beautiful...
but going to miz my only frenz there, Jia hui...
may god bless you...ENDURE!!
Jia You!!
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 9:33 PM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
today went liang court with JJ-joker jiahui to have Tori Q...
after lunch went to ladies...the ladies is so totally different from the outer look of liang court...
such a beautiful ladies hide at an extreme kuku corner...
kaoz....
hehe... so we decided to take fotos there...hahaz...
after finish all the business...
it was raining!!!
we got no umbrella...
so the only i could think of is jeanelle, my trainer...
cos she is the onli person in the office whom i got the number...
but just I had guessed she not willing to bring us the umbrella...
she told us to wait for a while and see how the rain...
then i bought a rhamba @ starbuck and wait there...
and *ting*... I thought of weiqiang....the other attachment student from nyp...
then i call him and asked if he could bring us umbrella...
and surprise... he agree readily!!
not even a sign of reluctant...
i mean normally most of the people will at least show a sign of reluctant...
BUT he didn't!!!
So... I have change my view on him...
though still think he's very quiet...
but at least the view on him is much better...
no wonder his gf love him so much...
kekez...
God bless him...
really have to thanks him for the umbrella...
if not JJ and mi will be stucked at starbuck till late afternoon...
or run all the way back to COH...
Wao.... today the shuttle bus stink sia....
smell of people vomitting...
puke~~
i nearly die on the bus man...
kaoz...
hopefully the smell will be clear by tml morning...
...to be continue...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 9:08 PM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
today meet up with comelin, avril and SQ....
had our dinner @ cafe cartel...
as usual we eat, talk, laugh...
but this "usual" had become my special "usual"
cos it had been a long time since I had this "usual" dinner with them...
back in sch... we had our "usual" meal everyday...
ever since i'm in COH...
this "usual" had become so precious...
that I'm afraid to lose it...
just the thought of we going part soon...
it chill me up...
i was wondering if i'm going to meet them lesser and lesser
and if i may have to face the type of pple that i had to face in COH...
i think i'll get depression sooner or later...
2 weeks to go...
I'm glad I manage to endure the past 1 and the half mths...
2 more weeks... i will continue to endure...
and the Seafood Harvest... I'm coming...hahaz...
OMG... the calling of Seafood Harvest is getting louder and louder...hahaz...
well... u guys must be thinking what is this seafood harvest thingy...
I had this pact with the tp student...oh ya...
I had yet mention her name...
hmm... but i'm not sure if she want her name to be in here...
so I just call her ms flour...
ms flour and i had agreed to have my last lunch with her at Seafood Harvest...
one of the restaurant at UE square...
the celebration of my depart...
but to her is a suffering baz...
cos she'll be eating alone...
just like how i had before she came in...
so i had promise her that one of the friday or maybe 2 i'll travel back and lunch with her...
as you guys know that I am so glad that i finally had someone to share my suffering with...
i mean pple from COH...
so you guys dun think i'm so "noble" to travel back back to lunch with her...
cos i'm not... is just that i know it too well that being alone in COH is really a suffering
plus you have to face those nasty pple...
is just too much to bear...
i think i just end here...
too tired to continued...
will be back for more updates...
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 9:22 PM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
today i found the chicken little website....
OMG.... SoOoO cuttieEeEe....
i'm not sure how nice is the show...
but no doubt the character is sOoOo cuttieEeEe...
Chicken Little website
must go see the cuttie....yah...
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 9:17 PM
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
felt so empty now...
not that i'm hungry...
but inside me...
empty...
i hate to have this feeling...
i will have the same feeling
whenever I graduated....
whenever I parted a good memories...
whenever I have to let go...
and...
of cos when I deceived myself....
and reached the "fake" part of me...
I hate to admit it...
but I did....
ever since the 1st dayI arrived at cathay I have this feeling...
and it keep haunting me...
deeper and deeper...
i don't like it...
dislike it...
loathe it...
detest it...
hate it...
but until the tp intern in here....
my life got better...
the feeling start to fade off...
i can feel more of my usual self...
but today...
I felt it again...
strong...
I wish i could ignore her...
I wish i could tell her to stop talking to me...
to tell her that I hate her since the day she start to scold me...
but...
I just couldn't...
cos i'm afraid...
coward...
I don't like the feeling...
worse...
I hate that part of me...
I will not cry...
cos my tears had all dried up since the day I faced the reality...
a cruel one...
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 9:47 PM
Monday, October 10, 2005
aiyo.... monday again.... but is ok.....
cos it means this week going to pass soon and then will leave 2 more weeks...
YES!!!
finally....
Endure!!
tired~~ going to work liao...
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 8:32 AM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
just finish changing my blogskins...
like everything abt this blogskins except the "bugs in love" pic...
so maybe will change it...
yesterday went out with my usual click - py...wl...avril...
meet up wl at amk first then headed to orchard to meet py & avril...
had our dinner at cafe cartel...
i had changed my usual menu from chicken cutlet to grill chicken
py had the same choice as me, wl had a pork chop and avril had my usual menu...
we had our purpose for this dinner...
but is not convenience for me to spell it out here...
To that person (u know who u are): follow your heart and hope u'll find your happiness...
After our dinner, we went for shopping....
sad i didn't buy anything...cos I GOT NO $$ to buy...sobz...
they had delayed my pay... and i had no spare $ for other stuffs...
hope they give me my pay SOON... *cross fingers*
wl bought a pair of heels... jacket... and blouse...
py bought a blouse and avril....
same fate as me... nothing...
got to sleep now....nites....zZzZzZz
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 3:04 AM
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Hey... I'm back to blog again....
Just came back from my cousin's wedding...
and saw yuan wei at mrt station with his girl...
today went badminton with puay ngee, liyan and hwa qi...
we didnt play much....cos all were exhausted due to lack of slp...
kekez...
so we sat down and have a short chat....
updating all the things one another miss out...
then when liyan told mi that she was working for her part time job 6 days in a week....
I was like "WAH!!!"
If I'm her... I think i drop dead sooner or later...
So "pei fu" her....
Imagine after IPP go straight to her part time job...
gosh!!
Feel tired for her....
...
Well 20 days to go... (excluding sat and sun)
I will be out of that damn coy...
YES!!!!
ENDURE!!!
hehe....
I finally got a lunch partner...
she's a lady from TP....
a attachment student too...
well... quite nice... sometimes a joker...
hmm.... and like to eat "flour".... kekez...
Though we still lunch in office...
at least got a partner...
less lonely...
and time seems to pass faster....
i think end here... veri tired...
YAWN!!!
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 12:47 AM