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Sunday, April 29, 2007
You are The Wheel of Fortune
Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success
The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.
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Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 10:17 PM
i dun know wat happen to me recently...
so down... so tired... so drained out...
I so disappointed @ myself...
for being so childish...
I wanted to start all over again...
back to the time I just graduated from poly...
I don't want any of the memories in this freaking company...
I want to start fresh... back to the time when I still myself...
back to the time when I'm still able to recognise who I am...
Feel so petty... feel so bad...
I want to start a fresh...
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 2:19 PM
Monday, April 23, 2007
one year ago... I just entered executive ship...
that time i was telling myself ..." I'm only gonna to stay in this coy for 1 year...MAX"!!!
But now...one year later, I'm still here....
well... many things change....
things like...
1. I'm gonna to study in abt 3 months time (ACCA)....so I really need this salary...
2. I realised wat is heartache... wat is betray....wat is lies...
3. I really realised....I cannot trust anyone in the company but myself....
4. There's no one to depend on.. except for myself....
I learn alots... really lots...I can truly understand more things now...
I learn how to fake a smile...how to pretend to be a nice person...
how to pretend you care...
Conclusion: I learn how to pretend...
To all my dearest friends....
pls be careful to people who looks nice, non-bitchy, everytime say... is oka... never mind... act like she/he is a saint... actually these kind of people are the most truly bitchy fucking big time...
so pls be careful before you become really too close to this kind of people...May god bless you....^-^*fake smile*
...to be continued...
Labels: advice from a bitch
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 10:38 PM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Reasons why i fell in....
1. He will wait for me when I'm working OT.
2. He will insist to send me home even I keep rejecting.
3. He will buy panadol when I had a migrain but gave me only 3 tablets cos he know I already got my own pain killers.
4. He will keep asking me if I need more pain killers.
5. He will help me to drip off the oil of cucumbers before passing the cucumbers to me.
6. He will hold on to me when I was in a moving train.
7. He will show concerns when I'm sick.
8. He will use himself to help me block out sunlight.
Reasons why i fell out...
1. I realised I'm only a smokescreen to cover up his "oblivious"...
2. He cares...BUT he cares about her more...
3. He lied....
4. He don't bother now....
5. I don't bother too...
6. My heart is too hurt to tolerate all the shits...
Reason for I'm doing this now:
Wo jie bu diao ta dui wo de hao...
戒不掉...
...to be continued...
Labels: 戒不掉
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 12:23 PM
on the 7 april, we( my gang-weiling-comelin) + daniel's gang + germaine's gang - germaine-devi-harjar went to avril's ganny famous 7 level land "house" to celebrate her 21st Birthday. After that we went to Ti Amo to cut her cake and haf drinks. Well... most of my poly frenz dun drinks. So after the cake and some foods. Only left yw, sheryl, py, daniel + me for the drinks.
well... we talk about our life now.... how's good if we are still students. happy happy go to school.... not happy then dun go... now....hai~ even if not feeling well...still haf to go... and even if dun like wat other pple sae or do to you.. still haf to entertain them. SO TIRED~~~
here are some pix on avril dae...
Happy 21ST Birthday, Avril!!
and on the 18 april, we went geylang eat dim sum act as a birthday celebration for py....cos she claimed that she wanted to do her revision on her actual dae...which is ytd...(21 april).... BUT.... just now... which is ytd aka about 4 hrs ago... daniel and i call her up after our kbox session... asking if she wanted to join us @ town... WELL...SHE WAS @ parkway EATING CRABS.... "-___-...and claimed that she will do her revision after her crabbing...."-___-aniwai... since she njoying it...i'm oka. BTW....
Happy 23rd Birthday, PY!!
Pix:
well... if u notice something... PY is not in ani of the above pix...cos those pix are taken while waiting for her.... she was late for 2.5 hrs...and we oreadi eat 2 rounds of dim sum before she came.... after she came we ate another 2 rounds... wahahaz....delicious dim sum is difficult to reject... and is rude to reject something nice~ ^-^
BTW...i wan to bitch somethings that happen on the taxi before dropping daniel off:
After reaching Daniel's block, the taxi uncle went to the back of the taxi and asked a freaking "extra" question...
Taxi uncle: Do I need to help you to bring down the wheelchair??"
well... as usual ... the love to bitch daniel would love to make some comments on the question...
Daniel (to me only) : "of cos lahz, he expects me to crawl mehz?"
Daniel (to me only) : "or he thinks that after a trip from orchard, I suddenly can walk le?"
actually what he said was all true... and as usual, me with a low laughing point will burst out laughing and laugh non stop...
then after daniel "roll" off... I told uncle to go to Yishun Street 11...then the taxi uncle make some comments.... (muz be inspired by daniel.)
Taxi uncle: oh... Street 11 ar... here oso street 11... so qiao ( such a coincidence)...
me... as a part-time bitch who don't really like to entertain strangers have no choice but to entertain one sentence...(I think the taxi uncle heard wat daniel said juz now... so really no choice have to entertain abit)
Me : hehe...(super duper fake smile) ... ya los... so qiao...kekez...
then on the way back to Yishun.... I think he realli buai song( not happy) abt wat daniel said...and drive very recklessly...the taxi nearly crash into other vehicles TWICE!! .... nearly chimz in AMK... luckily I still reached Yishun safely.....heng ar~~
...to be continued....
Labels: gathering~
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 1:49 AM
Friday, April 20, 2007
FORGIVE ME FOR THIS CAPS .... COS CURRENTLY WORKING YET SUDDENLY HAF THIS FREAKING URGE TO BLOG AGAIN( I NID TO USE CAPS TO DO ENTRY- MOST OF THE TIME)
SO CRAVING TO SING RECENTLY. YTD JUST WENT TO SING WIF CL... TML WILL BE GOING WIF DANIEL....WELL.... I HAF TO ADMIT THAT MY SINNGING SKILLS IMPROVED QUITE ABIT...THOUGHT STILL SUX BIG TIME....WAHAHAHAZ.
CAN ONLI BLOG LIKE THIS.... WILL COME BACK WITH MORE UPDATES.... LIKE HOW I FALL IN LUV...AND OUT AGAIN ....
...TO BE CONTINUED...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 5:25 PM
Friday, April 06, 2007
慢慢失忆
所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地
深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定
在这个时候说我
让你感动过
别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手
并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友
慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候对我
比从前温柔
应该放晴的天气
还下雨别这样下去
我难过但是说不出口
一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头
可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不作你的朋友
is this what i really want...
i really don't know... i really wish to hell know what i need to do now....
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 1:20 PM