thx 4 listening 2 me crap.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
today went shopping with avril...
well...as usual we chat alot...
currently both of us are watching the princess hours aka goong...
then avril asked me: aina, will you rather be the one that love by others or love someone?
in the past, i will deinitely choose be loved...
but now becos of one "incident"...
i will choose love someone...
cos now i realise that if one dun not have love (in term of BG love, not frenz or family love)...
one will be very pitiful...
i still can rem when i have a crush on someone...
i will wake up everyday, hoping that i can see him or able to have a chat with him... or blah blah blah~....
and believe me, that is a kind of sweet blessing...
then we chat about how scatter we are now...
some working, some schooling and some in NS...
and she hated the word, GRADUATION...
well... i think is becos it also means SEPERATION...
avril also told me that her father said... " when one came to this world, they came alone...so when they leave this world, they leave alone..."
When i heard this sentence, i felt a pang of darkness...
suddenly felt so lonely so sad...
But something i can be sure is that, "When i came to this world, i was crying...but when leave this world, i will smile and fade away... and others will cry for me..."
As for now, i can only believe what i told yandan,
"In order to get to Heaven, we have to get thru Hell,
Cause only when we been to Hell, then we will know where is Heaven."
This is the only way i can console myself...
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 10:24 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006
WHAT THE HELL!!!
YOU THINK WHAT!
I'M IN THE COY FOR LESS THAN 6 MONTHS...!!
NOT 6 YEARS!!!
YOU THINK IF I KNOW EVERYTHING I WILL STILL ROTTING IN THE FUCK UP COY...??!
GO TO HELL!!
FUCK YOU!
JUST SWITCH ON MY OUTLOOK AND EVERYONE WAS ASKING ME...
AINA... HAVE YOU SEEN THAT EMAIL THAT SENT BY LANCY...
COME ON LAHZ... NOT LIKE AS IF IM NOT CHECKING THE MAIL...
BUT WHAT CAN I DO... I HAVE ALREADY SENT OUT THE ALLOTMENT EVERY MONTH....
WORKING O.T... WORKING TILL MY EYES POP OUT...
AND WHAT DO YOU GUYS WANT NOW!!!!!!!
FUCK ... GO TO THE DAMN HELL!!!!
CAN'T YOU SEE MY MANAGER AND SUPERVISOR ARE BOTH NOT AROUND...!!!
IM JUST A ACCOUNT ASSISTANT NEWBIE...
WHAT CAN I DO??!!!!!!!!
IF I DECIDED TO BE A COWARD AND JUMP DOWN ONE DAY....
I WILL DISCLOSE ALL THE DARK SECRETS OF THIS FUCKING FREAKING COY...
GIF THE CODE OF MY BLOG TO SOME ONE I TRUST...
AND SEND THE BLOODY COY TO HELL...
... TO BE CONTINUED...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 10:23 AM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
WAO PIANG!!!!
TODAY I SAW A XIAO QIANG IN MY KITCHEN TOLIET AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAT THE FU*K!!!!!
THIS IS THE 3RD XIAO QIANG I SAW IN A MONTH!!!!!!!
SO CREEPY LOS!!!!!!!
KAOZ!!!!!!!!!
...TO BE CONTINUED...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 3:27 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
recently i'm into this korean drama named "princess hours aka goong"
well... everyone who know me well enough will know that i will watch it on youtube...
but dun know why recently the youtube will either load too slow or hang half way...
so irritating...
feel like buying the vcd....
but very exp lehz...
no $$ :(
arH!! #5$3*7#....
here are some preview of the "princess hours aka goong"
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 9:17 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
this song is my all time fav...
enjoy...
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 9:42 PM
i was trying to dig up some old mp3...
then i came across this flash that i created for my individual flash projection when i was in my TEP...
well... click the below link...if u wan to take a look:
project
that time i feel so proud wen i finish this project...
cos i know nothing abt flash..
and i rem that time i was at tradewinds attachment...
the pc is damn no good... and my own pc is spoil...
so have to go back to sch to do up....
lucky, i manage to finish it on time...
but now wen i look at it...
wao piang.. why look like sec sch kid's work..."-_-.
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 9:15 PM
yes!!! hahaz.... i have put in this new features in my blog....
so that those who dun know me well enough won't be able to get in...
CONGRAS to those who are reading this post...
which means you are able to get thru the passwords stage..
hehez...
hmm... which means my tagboard will be very empty...
cos not many pple are allow to tag anymore...
so pple who able to get thru the password... muz tag ok!!
hehx...
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 3:18 PM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
today is 090906... well... i think it is a popular wedding day... cos is 0909....
and today is yanti's BIRTHDAY !!!
Happy Birthday YANTI!!
here's the Birthday Girl!
Today is also the last day of novita...
so sad...will miss her very much...
but feel so happy for her...
cos she going back to Indonesia for her wedding...
conGras!!
the bride to be..YES... I know... she look young....
actually she already 23!! But look so young rite???
Anyway... happy always!!
then thursday, we went to waraku for a farewell dinner for her...
hahaz.. and my manager is paying...
so we keep ordering and ordering as if is free..
hahaz
my katsu Udon...
the sake bottle...
my supervisor...
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well.... today is a busy day for me...
have to work in the morning,
shop for qiuling (my primary cum sec cum sjab squad buddy) birthday present in the afternoon...
n go attend qiuling party at night...
another Birthday Girl!
the rest of pix taken @ ql's birthday:
me...cecilia...jasmine and QL...
these flowers are not for me or from me...
i just like the daisy...so i took it....
ok... no more... so tired now... want to slp already...
nitey...
...to be conitnued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 11:24 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
wow... finally come in for some updates le...
well 1 week have pass... everithing still the same...
work the same...
life the same...
hai~~
so boring...
but lucky got frenz to lighten up my boring days...
novita leaving next sat...
for her wedding...
ConGraS~~~!
hmm... can't imagine she married...
*thinking*
arh~~ nothing pop into the thinking bubbles...
well... sincerely wish her all the best in her future takings & her marriage...:)
finally got to new york new york to try out try dish...
well... not bad... prices not really expensive oso...
and most importantly...their green apple candy floss(drooling>.<) is FREE FREE FLOW!... hahaz... but it's sweeter than those candy floss in the night market... here's are some pix we taken on that day!:
notice something?? can't see the eyes! O.o
the act cute pose... thinking of someone?? YES!!! that's it! is YI DA LI (joyce)!
santa is earlier this year and had dye his moustace green ... oh..yes... he's on diet too...
wanna to join us for a "peek-a-boo"?
that's all folks...nitey...
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@ 11:35 PM