thx 4 listening 2 me crap.
Friday, August 11, 2006
arh... today is a tough day for me...
dun know why today i feel so lousy...
so tired... so stress... so sick of everything...SO...SO... arh.. i dun know...
i dun know why the PR cannot tally with my payment voucher...
i had checked thru 3 times!! but there's still 10 cent diff!!!!
so sick of it!!
then one of my colleagues came to me and said that her statement of account cannot tally... well... because of one of my bank entry...
the entry supposed to be in june yet dun know why the entry date change to july...
i was already angry with the 10 cent diff... then this thing roll in again...
which i really dun know why the date will change....I SWEAR!!!!!
so angry... angry with everything... angry with myself!!
REALLY angry...my tears was already at the eyelids le..
(ok lahz.... i admit a few tears did roll down when i went to the ladies...)
and when one of my lunch partner asked me where to lunch... i told her: " dun asked me... i got lots of things to do already!"...
well... i really didnt mean to.. i was really stress with every single things!!
she didn't get angry and asked me if i'm too stress...
i felt so bad... so guilty..!!!
sorry, yantee...i didn't mean to...
yesterday comelin told me that there's a job opening at her company...
i was so happy to hear that...
i was thinking... ok...good... finally ... is time to leave...
BUT today i call them, they said the application is
CLOSED...!!!!!
I was like HUH??!! i thought i can leave le... yet now back to square one!!
sab told me that one need to have passion in their job but eddy told me that sometime job are not up to if one like it or not but one need to do or not...
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@
9:47 PM
