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Saturday, September 23, 2006
today went shopping with avril...
well...as usual we chat alot...
currently both of us are watching the princess hours aka goong...
then avril asked me: aina, will you rather be the one that love by others or love someone?
in the past, i will deinitely choose be loved...
but now becos of one "incident"...
i will choose love someone...
cos now i realise that if one dun not have love (in term of BG love, not frenz or family love)...
one will be very pitiful...
i still can rem when i have a crush on someone...
i will wake up everyday, hoping that i can see him or able to have a chat with him... or blah blah blah~....
and believe me, that is a kind of sweet blessing...
then we chat about how scatter we are now...
some working, some schooling and some in NS...
and she hated the word, GRADUATION...
well... i think is becos it also means SEPERATION...
avril also told me that her father said... " when one came to this world, they came alone...so when they leave this world, they leave alone..."
When i heard this sentence, i felt a pang of darkness...
suddenly felt so lonely so sad...
But something i can be sure is that, "When i came to this world, i was crying...but when leave this world, i will smile and fade away... and others will cry for me..."
As for now, i can only believe what i told yandan,
"In order to get to Heaven, we have to get thru Hell,
Cause only when we been to Hell, then we will know where is Heaven."
This is the only way i can console myself...
...to be continued...
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away@
10:24 PM
